Tuesday, February 27, 2007
URH!
I MISSS HIM!
pouts lippie*
2/27/2007 04:31:00 PM
sent baobeii off home on monday.
ha. kind of weird looking at him go thru the departure gates.
he promised me that we will do it togther next year.
ha! nevertheless he had a safe trip.
was getting paranoid that things might happen.
thank god nothing did.
did not i realise that i will actually miss him so damm much!
cant wait for sunday when he returns through the arrival hall.
gonna hold him so tight.
and i thought i was going to feel happier being
slightly single.
ah! i miss him like crazy!
but on the way to the airport, so many funny stuff happen! oh man! i think i laughed so loud there. oops!
so it is senggs big day tml.! ha.
zouk high yeah!
wad? the music's horrid.
oh man! it had better be good!
think maybe we will have to change spots again.
intensive chionging for me this week man.
i think.
wed-sengs
thurs -pigging with gang
fri - maybe cafe del mar
sat - cafe delmar / mu with the bitches.
hmm. sunday his return.
maybe sunday is not very far off.
money is flowing out like nobody;s business. damm. i need the cash but i dun wanna work.
any sponsorships?
flat.
pouts lippie*
2/27/2007 03:47:00 PM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
hell of a time.
cny is not enjoyable.
cos i am down with damm fever and sore throat.
so bad that my voice was distorted so many different times.
it is even painful for me to swallow.
hai.
sadded.
chu3. he came over. all went quite all right.
chu4. day at home.
chu5. to school for interview. desmondlim is a nice guy..! yeah! asking qns from the portfolio.
chu 6. hai. sadded! cant join the gang for our regular! yu better make sure the next one comes immediately cos my bon bon is shaking its skin off! next week will be intensive?
well. am still down. my throat is hurting. and everytimet he itch comes i have to cough. damm virus! urgh!
let me be well!
pouts lippie*
2/24/2007 12:30:00 PM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
finally am done with my capstone.
think i am going to fail it. damm.
have been feeling so stressed up about it. man! dun even know if i have done it the right way. damm.
urgh! bastard!
pouts lippie*
2/13/2007 09:40:00 PM
life's shit.
tell me about it.
pouts lippie*
2/13/2007 10:41:00 AM
Monday, February 12, 2007
sometimes, there isnt any 2nd chance for making the wrong choices.
unless yu are lucky.
sometimes, it will be better to accept things as they are.
unless they are unacceptable.
sometimes, it is best to keep yur mind and heart open.
unless yu dun have one.
pouts lippie*
2/12/2007 06:47:00 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
i think i miss him with the cap.
oops./
pouts lippie*
2/09/2007 12:19:00 AM
sometimes i really do irk them.
such egoistic mindset where they are the right ones. always.
why can't i have my own views sometimes.
do i always have to remain at square 1?
cant i grow.
is it hilarious to hear me say that i am growing and my mindset may change from time to time.
urgh.
just say so if yu are irritated.
cos i am irritated to hear them always picking on whatever i say and giving out a farking loud sigh and a look after they make their comment.
and i know i have to keep my mouth shut and not show my displeasure.
i wonder if i can keep up with it.
or is it just that i am not sensitive enough to their emotions.
here i am knowing the pressure that they are having
and yet my concern seems to be lesser.
i have to confess i am not a good comforter.
i dunoo how i should try to release yur stress
when everytime they tell me the same old thing about still having to pass each day as they pass.
as much as i want to take away their pressure away from them.
i know i cant.
cause i dun have what it takes now yet.
tell me when my bank is full.
urgh.
someone. save me!
pouts lippie*
2/09/2007 12:12:00 AM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
there's so much to say but no way to.
well. why do some people's heart change the way they do. temptations? emotions? time?
sudden pangs of feelings sort of wakes a person up.
i am so bored and dammed with the assignment.! urgh!
pouts lippie*
2/06/2007 12:02:00 PM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
my legs and arms are aching like mad. loved it though.going back to school must have been the most happy thing to have happened in a long long while. all the adrenaline in school trying to meet tutors, submit assignments. the best part. able to being with the best-est frens under the same roof. no longer do we have to call out to be able to talk to them. now, we can meet them in an instant.
now we only have to return to school on 4 occasions. 2 lectures + 2 tutor sessions. woohooo!
carefree days are so lovely.
*winks*
pouts lippie*
2/01/2007 01:26:00 PM